Sunday, May 25, 2008


You are my best friend,
My very best friend,
You make me happy,
Everyday,
You share your great snacks,
You share your best toys,
So please don't take
My best friend away.



My Best Friend
Today I found a friend,
Who knew everything I felt.
She knew my every weakness,
And the problems I've been dealt.
She understood my wonders,
And listened to my dreams.
She listened to how I felt about life and love,
And knew what it all means.

Not once did she interrupt me,
Or tell me I was wrong.
She understood what I was going through,
And promised she'd stay long

I reached out to this friend
To show her that i care
To pull her close and let her know
How much I need her there

I went to hold her hand
To pull her a bit nearer
And realized that this perfect friend I found
Was nothing but my mirror.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Want to follow rihanna hari style,ok lah look nice.my 1st angel ELMELIA NATASHA.
hahahahaha!!!!!! always me n esther have to cut kek for guest,NW YOUR TURN MANDY!!!!!

bar in ballroom
rex fall sleep when waiting to go supper after work...face very ugly when he sleep...

Happy 3rd Birthday My Little Angel Aunty Wish You All The Best And Be A Good Girl Always Love U alot.
my 2nd angel QISTINA NAYWA
my sweetie pie SARAH YASMIN

Wednesday, May 21, 2008


Purity once had a name,And beauty once had a face.Life once had a meaning,And once I was safe.Once there was freedom,And once I could laugh.Happiness once was alive,And once I had another half.Once I shared her love,Once I was by her side,Once I felt I fitted,So quickly that died.Her grace so great,Her beauty so vast,All I ever wanted,Was for it to last.Fate maybe had another plan,Or maybe she had another love,But it all fell apart,The hand too big for the glove.Now it's all died away,Happiness, joy, love; all memories.Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world,With no light to guide my way.

Yesterday's goals, dim memories.Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears.Painful scars borne; Love's history.Futures crumble when doubt appears.No brightly lit hope envisioned,When following after harsh words.Hurt soul splits in twain, partitioned.Swooned by appeal - when numbness lured.Apologies made, never bought.Price paid turned out far too costly.Though never known what would be wrought -Must walk into the night softly.One wish, only to be released.Granted - now receive this token.Words written in rhyme, love's deceased.When promises made . . . were broken

If love could change the way things areyou would live forever and go so farYou'd know that I am always thereThat I'll always love you, I'll always careBut love can't change the way things areOr stop your pain or mend your scarsI hope that love can let you knowNot to give up or ever let goEven when you're not in sightYou're in my thoughts day and nightLove is what will keep you thereAnd make me thankful for all we share

Wednesday, April 2, 2008


my two beloved kids natasha elder amirul younger...thier are my life w/o them there's no life for me anymore...

my beloved sister she just passaway on the 12-02-2008,suffering frm blood cancer,only last for 9 month...since she gone i feel so empty w/o her n i miss her so much....i bring u wherever i go sister u always be my one in the million sister i have...The room was dark,The room was drear,And all I could feelWas a rush of fear.The shades were down,And it was hard to see,But I could hear her heart beat,And it comforted me.Her eyes were closed,Fast asleep was she.Her breathing was steady,But soon she'd pay a fee.The air in the room went stale,And that's when I finally knew.Things had been held overtimeTo see if her strength had grew.But she was young ,She'd served her time,And I knew at that exact momentThat this would be her last of mine.Her breathing slowly subsided,And the pulse came to a slow.I knew within minutes,She would quietly go.I thought of all her triumph.I thought of all her pain.Then I realized I couldn't let go.Because of me she left in vain.The look upon her face was pleasant.It was how you'd want to die.But looking upon her gladdened face,I couldn't help but know God was passingA moment later the heart beats stopped,And I was all alone,In that place where my mouth went dry,And death had set it's tone.

nice u can fly anywhere u wan no one going to disturb u ....

angel always around,n i always tel myself be strong wif my life watever happen is already happen put the past behind u n carry on wif yr life...

thank sabrina w/o u i dun no how to set tis blog..hehheheheh see u in ballroom..